The W Word

My dearest Mae,
     We have tried to not talk about the w word around this house- work. But, the day has come where I have to return to work and leave you during the day my sweet little girl. Mom's heart has been aching for weeks leading up to this day and I just don't know how I will pull out of the driveway away from you. I haven't been away from you for more than two or three hours to run errands only a few times, and even then it is just too long. I hate to leave you sleeping in your swing to just run into the other room real quick. Just being in your presence brings a smile to my face. Even if your just snoring in your sleep. My favorite time of day is when we wake up early together with our messy hair, just hanging in our pjs. At least I will get to see you early in the morning and get to have long morning hang out sessions on the weekend.

     I know these next six months until summer break are going to tug at my heart strings, but I know I have to do it. I care about you too much and know that I must put my big mom pants (or skirt) on so we can keep our health insurance, put away for your college fund, and buy some yummy food for you to eat (in less than 2 months lady!). Dad and I talked about the possibility of me staying home from work next year and I am really hoping we can make it happen. Please know you will be in my thoughts every second I am away from you my sweet little angel.

Love,

Mom